Sunday, January 29, 2012

ambitiously opportunistic

sejak kecil mama sudah sering bilang pada saya "kamu itu kalau ingin sesuatu pasti akan kamu kejar. seringkali pasti akan kamu dapatkan. tapi kalau kamu sudah cukup senang, akan kamu tinggalkan."

i never want something badly in my life. i never pursued anything. things are suddenly served, and i just did it, or keep it. might've said i did my best, but i always knew i didn't.

seseorang pernah bilang pada saya, "yang penting itu bukan mampu untuk memulai. tapi mampu untuk menyelesaikan"

oh yeah i'm just a little bored and starving girl being greedy for everything. we're just playing for every battle, not fighting. somehow, that's definitely a choice.

seseorang lain bertanya pada saya, "apa yang kamu cari?"

maybe a feeling of wanting, desiring a thing? refusing any kind distractions. focus. not letting all the doors open. i want a thing to be wanted badly. ecstasy. that's all.

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