Monday, August 16, 2010

Phase: Lost

In a phase like this, people starts get lost with the directions they're prepared. Well, there are two options. One: your eyes opened to another point of view, therefore your stupid brain be able to realize more thing you call "facts" but you're not ready for it. Two: you don't even open your eyes anymore. Tired of seeing makes you shut them, therefore you get blind and can't see.

Will you wait for someone to get you directions, stand still, or move away without directions?

No move I guess, because you don't even know where to move and what you want. All you know is how to keep on moving: nothing to achieve, nowhere to walk to. Your goals changed from "something" to nothing. Then you just walk so you don't have to stand still and feeling alone.

Then you lost deeper.
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Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Head, Heart, and Love

For spartans, love makes weaknesses. Use your head and don't be controlled by heart more than head.

Now I'm losing my faith in love. Does love exist? Or is it just a product of human weaknesses and physical reaction? Human needs a companion, so they put that love concept inside their brain; the same thing with physical reaction misred as signals of love.

I have many friends and I love them. But that's just a different thing. Friends are temporary, though they can last forever but they won't affect your life for a lifetime. They won't be a part of you in every second of your life. And what about being somebody's part? To choose or to wait? You can be with everyone if you choose to be like that. That's head's product. And for those who wait, are you sure you'll get that "one"? In the end you choose, indeed.

Anyway some precedents have thaught me not to take serious your "love" until your lover really able to prove that they love you. Until someone can give me a real proof of love, I don't think I'll believe it.


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